Recovering from the weekend...

I'm tired!
Yesterday I was more tired then I've been in a loooooooooong time. God love Amber and Terri for accepting my completly braindead ways. I was pretty much useless. Nonetheless we had fun! One of our new goals is to hit more concerts in the park. Especially free ones. We all love music and its summer - so duh - why not right? Anywhoo - yesterday was lovely. Well, the 2nd part of the day. After a very long morning of a brutal board meeting - voices shouting over each other making my hungover head want to lash out - in fact - Why am I the ONLY ONE that never freaks the fuck out at these board meetings. Oh - right - I'm actually truly a laid back person. Anyway - I had heard of this "Sunsets at the Zoo" thing. It was a bit unclear - 3pm blues, 5:30 after hours jazz...but you paid for admission for one, but it was unclear with the other...um...WTF? Whatever. We made it happen. T, Amber and I showed up with beach chairs, blankets, a picnic basket and lazy moods and listened to a bit of Blues then joined up with my lovely friend Tish for some sunset Jazz sung by Peggy Perkins. Peggy sings at the Bistro pretty often and I just adore her. It was so nice, so relaxing. We even wandered around the zoo a bit. Its definatly a family event, but we got a taste of future plans for summer.
Saturday - running around with Miss Rose then we get dolled up in our Masquerade best for my brother and his wife's 30th birthday Masquerade Ball. I helped decorate, and worked my ass off for this thing, but it was a ball. Rose and I looked fabulous! Melita hand painted a mask on me and it was beautiful!! I love that I have such artistic creative friends!! We got ready at Beatty's house, so of course after we were all set he took a few artsy shots. Again - my creative friends - I love them. I drank too much and didnt eat enuff. I was to be set up with a friend of my bro's - after an awkward meeting - he and his friend took the banters of us sassy mouthed girls. It was fun. So much fun!
4th of July weekend is coming up - I plan to be very summery. Hell its hot enuff too. I'm trying to focus on the fun free times of summer right now. BBQ's, friends, lazy days. I need it . I yearn for it. Ya its hard. Ya its frustrating. My previous blog can tell ya that. But the nice thing is the distractions. The friends. The good fight right?
I thank the universe for bringing so many fabulous friends and family into my life. That is one thing I will never ever take for granted!

Trekkin Thru....

As a dear friend has written - "All we can do is try our best". Aint that the truth. This is exactly what I'm doing. I'm trying my best. I'm trying my best to deal with our economy taking a dive. I'm trying my best to fight off the tickling teases of depression. I'm trying my best to be motivated. I'm trying my best to be pro-active. I'm trying my best to not let the world take over my already overloaded mind.
I'm broke. I'm broke because I have never been able to get ahead since my ex-husband raped and ruined me financially. I'm broke because I live in SoCal and am determined to continue living on my own. I'm broke because I like good wine, and I like to eat out. I'm broke because I'm a single women, with a job, living in a rental. This is not fair. I voiced this today. My roomate said - "Well, life isnt fair". No. I will not accept that. I retorted with "If we try to be positive, pro-active, etc we can make it work". He said "That only goes so far". No. I will not accept that eithier. Its not fair goddammit. Its not fair! This is not a "poor me" speal. This is me declaring that its not fucking fair. I work hard. I'm a damn good employee. I'm a good friend. I come from good people. I'm not a bad person. In fact I'm a pretty damn good person. So no - its not fair what has happened to me.
But you know what, I'm going to keep fighting. Yes, it gets exhausting. Yes, its hard as FUCK sometimes. Yes, it seems like sometimes its pointless. But I wont give up. I haven't this whole year. I will stay positive. I will stay focused on trying to move foward. If this means I have to pick up something like the Artists Way again I will. I will keep fighting. I am determined to get to a point where I can sit back and say - "I'm actually ok, and I'm going to be ok". I will get there. If I die before then at least people will know I never stopped trying.
Life can be unfair - but you can fight it. You can fight it will all your being. I have to admit (begrudgingly of course) my change in attitude has helped. No - it has not made the problems go away. In fact I'm getting a bit scared because thier getting worse - but it has helped me deal with it better. Mel said to me one day "I think you still have the same frustrations that you've had before, but now your taking them head on instead of just crying about them". Shes right. People have noticed a difference in me. This is good.
The economy maybe going down the shitter. It may be getting hard to make it as a single working woman living in a rental. But somethings got to give. There HAS to be something I can do. Currently the answer seems to be to make extra money somehow. Not a 2nd job - I refuse to kill myself working 2 jobs like I tried to do last year. I will not make my body pay for my financial situation. So what is it. Sell stuff? Get some commercials? Get fucking something. I'll find it. I have to. I have no choice. So life may not be fair - but I expect it to give me what I deserve. And goddamit it will.

Rome - The 1st Season

I was going to talk about it after I watched both seasons, but I figure the way I ramble I should hit em separatly. So I decided a couple of weeks ago to watch the HBO series Rome since Mark has it on DVD. Low commitment, only 2 seasons, looked cool, heard raves. Well, I popped in the 1st DVD and was completly lost. Sadly I realized later - I watched the 1st episode of Season 2. FUCK. So unfortunatly I knew who died in season one due to that episode. Oh well, shit happens. ***Spoilers below***

First I want to touch on the acting. Its fucking brilliant. There isnt one weak link in the whole damn thing. From the leads all the way down to the walk on parts. Everyone is brilliant. Lucius Vorenus is played by Kevin McKidd. At 1st I thought he was an asshole, but you grow to really like him. The character is moral, hard, a true soldier. He loves his family but doesnt know how to be soft about it, he learns and its lovely. He continues to prove himself as loyal, steadfast - just your typical respected bad ass soldier. His relationship with his wife Niobe played by Indira Varma is my favorite couple. She's stunning. The shitty thing is - she's the one that dies!!! So all thru season 1 I'm growing to love this gal, and I know she gets axed at the end of the season. I think it made me love her more tho. She does have a dark secret - the kid that Vorenus thinks is his daughters is actually hers from another lover - BUT - she thought he was dead. So I'm sorry, I was totally ok with that infidelity believe it or not - I mean she thought he was dead - and when he came back she loved him and stood by him. Oh I just adored those two.

Next up we'll talk of Titus Pullo. This is my new boyfriend. He's fucking HAWT. But not only that, his character is a thug, he's sweet, he's stupid, he's loyal, he's a true friend, he's a total guy. He's a bit of the comic relief. He does have some great lines, and he's always doing something that makes you giggle. He becomes Vorenus's great friend and thier friendship is amazing. I loved how it grew throughout the season - and climaxed during the gladiator scene. This scene made me cry. Pullo is sent to death (fight the gladiators) and he kicks all thier asses - screaming "13" the whole time (This was thier soldier's unit), Your watching Vorenus watch this crying and wondering if he's going to step in - he does and I died. It was so noble. My heart soared. Pullo also has the hots for his little slave - Eirene played by Chiara Mastalli who is GORGEOUS mind you. The 2 of them are adorable - I hope to see them grow together in season 2.

Then we have Caesar played by Ciaran Hinds. He is outstanding. I start to like the character of Ceaser and respect what he's doing, then I start to believe he actually is a tirant as they say. But he's smart as hell. The decisions he makes I think are fucking brilliant. It hurt to see that tirant die.

The 2 women - Atia played by Polly Walker and Servilla played by Lindsay Duncan. Atia is Ceasers great niece and lover to Mark Antony. Servilla is Brutes's mom and lover to Ceaser. Both these women are what I've heard called as shadow rulers. Women had no place in those days - but "behind every great man is a great women" and this is so true. Both these ladies are conniving, evil, sinister, yet gorgeous, sexual etc. You LOVE to HATE them. Both of them. I honestly dont like one better then the other - they both made me laugh, gasp and hate.

Some of the men are Brutus played by Tobias Menzies, Mark Antony played by James Purefoy, Octavian played by Max Pirkis who are worth mentioning. Mark Antony of course is an arrogant ass, but he's loyal to Ceaser and in love with Atila. Brutus does a fine job showing the torment he goes thru before his betrayal to Ceaser. Octavian is this interesting kid. He's smart as hell, somewhat Ceasar's advisor in a way, has amazing intuition.

All in all this series is fantastic. It shows things that happen that lead to huge events, that make you wonder - what really went down. Everything is very real to the time. The brutality, the loyalty, the sexuality the religion. Its all spot on. I'm always fascinated by this time - they will lop your head off, or stab you in the street and no one thinks twice - yet if you go against morale - WTF. People are treated as objects - the slaves especially. I watch this wondering what it was like to be a slave to be a slave to the rich - to hear and see what they saw. I wonder if slaves somtimes made shit happen. (Seen Gosford Park?) The way women are treated, I mean the whole time period was a fucking trip. The gods they worshiped, everything. I loved it. I cant wait to get started on season 2!!!!

Rockstar

Thats me. I used to party like a Rockstar. Hell, it was my slogan for years. I did alot of drugs, I pulled all nighters, I drank, I was a fucking rockstar. People always counted on me being the last one standing. And I was. I could go into stories here of shit you wouldnt believe, but not today.
As I've gotten older, I've calmed down a bit. I'm trying to cut back on smoking (not successfully at the moment), I no longer do drugs, I drink socially now - not to get wrecked, I get sleep, I walk in the mornings, I try to eat better, etc etc etc.
I still throw killer parties. People still count on me to throw a rager. I have alot of friends. They all come. My parties average from 50-over 100 people. When I choose to go out now - I go out. I stay out. So its not like my rockstar days have nessasarily ended, but they've certainly slowed down.
What I found funny - was after last night, I've decided that I'm still a fucking rockstar. I may be older, I may be a bit more careful - but I still have that "party" blood running through me. My little brother turned 30 yesterday. This is a big deal! (Now, Shane and D are having a co-bday big ass bash for thier 30th). But on Shane's actually birthday, D told some friends to meet at O'Hara's (Shane's watering hole - my old watering hole - yes, we're Irish) for a surprise. She'd show up with Shane and he'd have no idea. This is exactly what happened. We brought over pizza, it was a ball. Shane was surprised and happy. Now, for the part I find funny.....
I'm apparently the 1st to show up. I walk confidently into the bar expecting to see my dad, or some of Shane's buddies. Nope. But the entire rest of the bar is looking at me like "Whose this chick wandering in here alone?". I hop on a bar stool at the bar and wait for the bartender. I can drink alone...what?! I order Greygoose Vodka (ya good stuff, I dont drink cheap shit) and Cranberry. I pretend I dont care that I'm alone at this dive bar. Finally dad shows up, then slowly some of Shane's friends start to trickle in. Danelle shows up with Shane, its a surprise, we drink and smoke and laugh and chat. Then...everyone starts leaving one by one. "I'm tired" "I have to get up early" "Its a monday night" etc etc etc with the excuses. I'm thinking - "Bitches!!! Its Shane's 30th, you all live locally, its not even late yet!!!" I say nothing. I've now had 3 Greygoose and Crans. Eventually the ones left are me (who drove all the way from Costa Mesa and had to work today), my dad (drove all the way from Fullerton), and Shane/D. So - I make us do birthday shots. Us 3 kids to chocolate cake shots and Dad does Patron. Then - SHANE turns to me and says "Well, I'm fading".
I cant fucking believe it. Out of all Shane's friends and himself and his wife - my dad and I are the two that would have partied a few hours more, if the guest of honor hadnt wanted to go home. I drove home and was in bed before 11pm. Ya. Thats how early all the others bitched out.
I just found this funny. So - all in all - I'm still a rockstar!

Darcy's...

Thank you D!!!!

1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.
You look great in hats.
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.
There's Something About Mary
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.
First time I went to RG and had to see you nudey
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
Hey Mrs. Morrison ... did you see who was floating beside you
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).
When I came and saw you in "Bash".
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.
What's a "guilty pleasure" show you'd secretly love to do
7. I'll challenge you to try something.
I think YOU should try playwriting.
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.
You're always willing to smoke, vent and let vent.
9. I'll tell you what book or song reminds me of you.
Meredith Brooks' "Bitch" (in a good way).
10. I'll gladly share a fault that I've observed and do so in front of everyone reading my blog.
You don't seem to know just how awesome you are.

Misha's

I miss you Misha!!!!!!!!!

1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.
You have always had an amazing ability to bring fun and life into a room.
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.
I've never seen it, but I'm thinking Thelma and Louise.
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.
When you were crying about something in particular. It broke my heart to see you hurting.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
Louder, faster, funnier! (I don't know!)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).
It was Vampire Lesbians, and you and I were face to cheek with Rick's butt, painting on a heart, though I'm sure I must have seen you before this. In fact, it was in a big floppy beach hat in a J. Marx production at OCC!
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.
Why do you have such crap taste in men?
7. I'll challenge you to try something.
Find someone to love, who loves you, and live in sin.
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.
Your smile, your energy, your exuberance, and your plain insanity.
9. I'll tell you what song or book reminds me of you.
Can't do it. My brain don't work like that!
10. One word that describes you
Nuts.

Today's Thoughts....

• I've been loving reading the responses I'm getting on this blog game thing some of us did, thats why I've posted them here, so I can go back and read what my fab friends have said about me, most of the time making me laugh which we need every day.
• I think the sun landed on earth - ergo the heat...
• I feel like the popular girl in school - I seem to have plans every single day/night and I love it
• I'm looking foward to tonight - dinner and a show with a bunch of my girls
• Then doin not a damn thing tomorow until I attend another show...
• I only walked 3 days this week, which dissappointed me but I was just so damn tired yesterday and today I couldnt get up. I hope I'm not getting sick.
• I have alot coming up this summer....Illinois for a week (What will I do without my girls for a whole week!!!), 2 weddings, Vegas, Shane/D's big party, Gramma's big party, meeting 2 boys, and then fitting in beach, outdoorsy stuff and the fair.
• I'm really tired of our slug infestation we seem to have....2 of those bitches now have gotten past the salt!!!!
• My girls get cuter every day
• I'm finding out alot about myself lately and I'm really liking it. I'm also liking the fact that I'm so loved by all my friends. It makes my heart swell a bit....
• My eyes are stingy today...am I still tired?
• I had nightmares about a report I fucked up
• I'm starting to get antsy to get back onstage again, but there's nothing goin on so I'm fighting it and I'm starting to lose
• I want to be proactive with auditions in LA and what not but with gas prices I dont think I can afford it
• Ahhhhh....soooooo bored at work...so bored.....

Erika's...

I love my E!
#3 and #4 had me peeing myself...

1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.
You're a badass.
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.
"A League of Their Own"
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.
When you talked to me about a certain "relationship" you developed with a mutual friend
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
Golf Club
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).
Steven went to say hello to you at the OC Weekly Awards when you were still with HA and he hadn't seen you in ages and I thought "who's that hot blonde? I think I want to be friends with her"
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.
Will you ever be capable of having a relationship with a man?
7. I'll challenge you to try something.
Try not smoking a cigarette for an entire 24 hour period.
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.
Your ability to be laid back about everything
9. tell you what book reminds me of you.
"The Last Time I Wore a Dress"

Come play poker with me!!!

Dear Patrons and Friends,Rude Guerrilla Theater Company cordially invites you to our Night of Texas Hold'em Friday, July 11 and Saturday, July 12, beginning at 6:30 p.m. at the theater, 202 N. Broadway in Santa Ana. In the past, we have always held our annual Fundraiser in the fall, at different venues over the years. The high cost of putting these evenings together required a lot of begging for money/donations, as well as an exorbitant amount of time. They were always successful, but the high costs—rental of halls, liquor licenses, the necessity of having hundreds of people show to make it profitable, paying professional organizers—inevitabl y cut into the profits.This year, we're planning on hosting 2 smaller and cheaper events at our theater.The Texas Hold'em Night is our first. We are hoping that by cutting overhead costs, we can apply your generous donations to running our theater and putting the money on the stage instead of into the fundraising. A cheap $25.00 admission (chips included) will start you out! There will be catered food and a cash bar. And a silent auction, just in case the cards aren't playing in your favor! Please make plans in your busy schedule to come down to the theater, play a little poker, win some prizes and help support one of Orange County's most celebrated theaters!If you have any questions, you can call the theater at 714-547-4688 or send us an email at http://us.mc577.mail.yahoo.com/mc/compose?to=Rudegrrlla%40aol.comThank you,Dave Barton and Jay Fraley - Co Artistic DirectorsMore information is available at the following link: http://www.rudeguerrilla.org/pokerfundy.html

Alexander's....

This is so good for my ego!! ;)
Thank you Alexander!!!! Luv u!!!

1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.
You have a girly side, and I brought it out :)
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.
Funny Games...fucked up and funny as hell...we're both like that ;)
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.
During Beirut, after I had given you one small note. You totally got it and I was really moved.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
Luva
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).
I can't even remember the exact moment, but at that moment, I was instantly you're gay luva
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.
How in the world do you not have a boyfriend
7. I'll challenge you to try something.
Date everyone you can ;)
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.
The fact that you have the most acute sense of people and your gut reactions are always right on
9. I'll tell you what song or book reminds me of you.
Tear you Apart by She Wants Revenge
10. One word that describes you
Clumsy :)

Here's Rose's....

Love hers too - of course!!!!
Thank you Rose!!!!

1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.
I like that we are always on the same page.
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.
27 Dresses
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.
When we had the who have you slept with talk ; ) haha!
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
Puppy killings & beige boys. Harleys, House hunting via bicycles & Our Wine Bar.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).
At the theatre after your show…I thought you didn’t like me. And our first date. We were nervous. So funny
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.
Why aren’t you gay so we can get married?
7. I'll challenge you to try something.
Talk to Beagle Boy. Make 5 dates this summer with different guys!
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.
Your laugh. Your wit. Your blogs (esp. on other one!)
9. I'll tell you what song or book reminds me of you. (I have a horrible memory of books lately....)
“Girls Just Wanna Have Fun”
10. I didnt pay attention to these right off the bat so I've changed this one too:One word that describes you
Inimitable.

Cuz I love the attention....

We're doing this weird blog thing on myspace where you answer questions about whoever asks for it. Its 10 questions and its kinda hard. I'm so godamn popular I have like 10 people I have to do this for! I will!! It may take me a bit but I will!! In the meantime, Beane was the 1st one to answer mine, and I dig the answers. So for some positive re-inforcement for myself I think I might post people's answers about me if they make me happy, which Beane's did. So his is below!!!
1. I'll respond with something random (and probably nice) about you.You are a straight up softie.
2. I'll tell you which movie you remind me of.Say Anything
3. I'll pick a moment where you got a reaction (loudly or quietly) out of me.Your divorce
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.Coyan’s gay.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you (if good) or lie my ass off (if it's bad).I first encountered you as one of the elemental marvelous hunger artists in the beautiful tiny, sweaty 2nd floor former Mexican office in downtown santa ana in 2001.
6. I'll bluntly ask you something I've always wondered about you.Whaddya wanna be?
7. I'll challenge you to try something.Women. (kidding)
8. I'll tell you something I like about you.Fearlessness, romantic nature, stamina, strength, loyalty to your friends.
9. I'll tell you what book or other literary thing reminds me of you.Rain by Shel Silverstein I opened my eyesAnd looked up at the rain,And it dripped in my headAnd flowed into my brain,And all that I hear as I lie in my bedIs the slishity-slosh of the rain in my head.I step very softly,I walk very slow,I can't do a handstand--I might overflow,So pardon the wild crazy thing I just said--I'm just not the same since there's rain in my head.
10. I'll gladly share a fault that I've observed and do so in front of everyone reading my blog.I haven’t seen you perform in a while but have thought in the past that I’d like to see you after going through one of those year long way too intensive badass actor training masters programs

Thanks Johnny

Running with Scissors...the contradiction

***SPOLIERS***

I recently finished the book Running with Scissors by Augesten Burroughs. I loved it. His writing style is similar to David Sedaris who I'm a huge fan of. The book is basically a memoir of when he was 10-16 or so. His crazy mother ends up passing him off to her ecentric psychologist to live. In this household is his wacky wife Agnes - a hunchback, daughter Natalie whose a bit overweight, Hope his favorite daughter who has some oddness of her own, Valerie who ends up living with gypsies, a little one they call Poo, & Julie who only makes a brief appearance. Other characters include his alcoholic father, his lover Neil (who hears voices), his mother's lover Fern whose the pastors wife, and her later lover Dolores a young african american woman about 30 years younger. Augusten is also gay. Now, this may seem like a fucked up situation - which is surely is, but the way he writes and re-caps is hilarious! I was laughing my ass off most the book. He shocks you, the book takes fuuuuucked up turns yet keeps that humor to it. I appreciated that he took this absurd childhood of his and made a brilliant story out of it. I sincerly loved it and highly recommend it.

SO then yesterday - the movie Running with Scissors was on HBO. I thought - "Cool! I just finished the book, lets watch the movie!". Well. Its COMPLETELY different!!!!! Its not funny at all! Now - I have to give props to the cast - everyone was outstanding in thier roles, but I'm sorry they took the whole context of the book and threw it out the window. They also cut half the characters and some of the best chapters from the book (I can sort of understand this, as it always happens when making a book into a movie). But even some of the characters were not like described in the book. The main one being Natalie. I read her as chubby and somewhat odd. Evan Rachel Wood played her in the movie - and I'm sorry - she's thin and gorgeous. Her character was completely changed around. They also focused alot more on the mother (Annette Benning) instead of Augusten himself. After the movie ended I was just in utter shock. The movie wasnt bad persay, but it wasn't like the book at all, and it was such a bummer! I had to vent.

Indiana Jones

I have grown up loving the Indiana Jones movies. Raider's of the Lost Ark is my favorite, and still is. I have the biggest crush on Indiana Jones, yet he's also uncannily just like my dad, so that can be taken a bit weird but its the way it is. Anyway - I've been excited for the new Indy movie to come out and when it did I heard mixed reviews. Alot of people said there were "unrealistic" elements to it. That it didnt have a strong plot line. Um HELLO!!! Its Indiana Jones!!! I've taken these movies to be fun. Thats it. I dont expect depth, or intellect or realism for that matter. I expect our hero getting caught in ridiculous unbelivable situations and finding witty retorts to getting out of them! I expect fun. So, the good thing is - I went into this movie expecting just that, and thats what I got. Alexander and I went together last nite and both totally enjoyed it! Here's my highlights:

***SPOLIERS***

- Harrison Ford - how old is he? Still looking hot as ever

- Shia Leabouf - adorable. His "scared" look was so fucking cute and so perfect.

- They brought back Karen Allen - I couldnt be happier. The chemistry and banter Marion and Indy have is brilliant.

- They showed a glimpse of "The Ark" in one of the boxes in this big storage place.

- Indy is petrified of a snake when Mutt is trying to use it to pull him out of quicksand - his girly screeches are priceless.

- Cate Blanchette looks fabulous even tho she plays a prick

- The ants made me want to puke

- When you find out the relationship of Indy and Mutt the father/son banter is brilliant. He even calls him "Junior" later in the movie

- The opening scene - when you first see Indy - they play it up just like always

- The end when you think "Mutt" will be the new Indy and he's not and its cute!

- The sword fight between Mutt and Irinia

- The scene when Indy's teaching...the class filled with girls. Of course.

All in all it was fun! I laughed. I got into it. I loved it!!!

Bunnies & Jazz

So this past Saturday me and dad attended the 2008 Playboy Jazz Festival at the Hollywood Bowl!
I arrived at dad's around noon and we loaded up our backpacks, food and cooler full of wine and hit the road. Traffic SUCKED, but not surprised. We arrive at the venue and are drivin around trying to figure out the parking deal, dad pulls an illegal move in front of a cop who stopped us and gave us a rash of shit, (good one dad) but no ticket thank gawd. We finally parked in whats called "stacked" parking. Guess we aint leavin early! We unload and start the trek to the bowl. Me and Dad each holding one end of my big ass cooler and hiking uphill. I'm in shape - but JESUS CHRIST. Note to self for next year - cooler with wheels. We hike up to our seats, I'm thinking we're in handicapp with Danny and his wife. Alas no. We're in the normal seats which are benches and they cram too many people to one bench. I had to sit with the cooler under the bench which stuck out so my legs went over the thing. Not the most comfortable of situations. I'm thinking to myself "Fuck, its only 1:30 and we're here till midnight." I suck it up tho, getting revved up for some damn good music. Well - it only got better from there.
Our group around us was awesome. We had the gay couple that arrived early and proceeded to pass out jello shots to our whole section. This older couple sat next to me. We became fast friends since I knew I'd be climbing all over them the rest of the day. An african-american woman and her mother were in front of us. Hispanic party couple next to dad. We all became pals. And the drunker we all got - best friends even. Terri and her mom were a few rows up behind us, so we hooked up every now and again for a smoke or to gush over the current artist playing.
Now - before I get into the bomb ass music - I'd like to start with our immediate surroundings. At one point some guy tried to sell "Chronic Candy" to the older african american mother in front of us, when she was told what it really was she was mortified and sent all of us around her into utter hysterics. It seemed like EVERYONE brought 5 course meals. People were whippin out pastas, chicken, ribs, salads, etc etc etc while dad and I looked longing on munching our PB&J sandwiches. People walked in front of us throwing mardi gras beads. I got hit in the face with 4 of em so I got 2 and dad got 2. At one point the crowd started reacting to something - we turned around and there were about 50 beach balls coming down from the top of the bowl. Hilarious. I danced with the hispanic couple during T.O.P. Our surrounding people were laughing, dancing, singing and screaming the whole time. It was fucking awesome. When T and I would take our smoke breaks we'd stop and visit with Danny - him joining us sometimes - and we'd plant ourselves slanted like on the massive hill we had to smoke on. Some dude gave me his personal beads since I gave him a cig. The people were all music fans and there for the music. I loved it.
Now - the line up:
First off was The Hamilton Academy of Music Jazz Ensemble "A" under the direction of Dan Taguchi. Kids. Fucking kids. They were like 10-16. At first we were so busy getting accustomed to our seating/surroundings that we didnt pay too much attention - well they got us. Dad and I watched on in shock at how talented these kids were.
Second - Robert Glasper. Easy jazz. I found myself not even really hearing anything but his sweet sax solo. So chill. Almost put me to sleep - but in a good way
Third - Hiromi's Sonicboom. This was a group of 4 artists. The pianist being this little tiny asian doll who pounded those keys like no one's business. She was fucking amazing. Each artist was from some other part of the world. They were incredible and she was absouletly adorable. (During this set is when Hugh Hefner and all his bunnies arrived. I had a ball with my binoculars watching him come in with all these gals in pink! ha ha ha!)
Fourth - Bill Cosby's crew. (He was also Emcee). Featuring - Ambrose Akinmusire, Dwayne Burno, Ndugu Chancler, Benny Green, Billy Harper, Jerry Peters and David Walker. First of all watching Cosby rock it out was fantastic. His band killed it. There was a kid on the piano who had to be maybe 17 or 18 who was un-fucking-believable. I was dying. I was beginning to realize no one was going to be weak at this concert, and I was right.
Fifth - Sherrie Maricle & The DIVA Jazz Orchestra. I'm guessing most these ladies were lesbians or looked it. Some were a little intimidating. But damn could they play!!!! The lady on the stand up bass was amazing. I've never seen a person go off like that before on that instrument. Dad couldnt get over these ladies. He just kept turning to me in amazement saying "Are you hearing this!!"
Sixth - Dr. John & the Lower 911 - Awesome.
Seventh- The James Moody Quartet. Bomb. I mean bomb. Sax solos like no other
Eighth- R n R featuring Rick Bruan and Richard Elliot. These dudes Danny actually knows. They were phenominal. Dad is running out to buy thier CD probably right this second. I have never ever seen someone tear up the sax like this guy. He got down on the ground and was making these crazy low noises come out of it like I've never heard before. The crowd went wild.
Ninth - Poncho Sanchez. Hello. Dude's lost weight first of all. They tore it up. I found myself dancing and in utter awe watching such a brilliant musician.
Tenth - Al Jarreau. Holy Shit. He was OUTSTANDING. He skat, he sang, he danced. I died. He had a guest gal come onstage named Roberta Gambolini who was one of THE BEST skat artists I've ever heard. Al Jarreau was fucking amazing. I couldnt take my eyes off him.
Last but definatly not least my boys - Tower of Power. They of course were off the fucking hook. One of thier best shows. (Shorter set then I prefer) but still - Amazing. When Larry was out there I kept thinking "Why did I not hook up with that boy when I had the chance!!!". They did all the favorites, and didnt miss a beat.
Getting home was a bear, but it was worth every second. I have to say this is the best night of music I have ever seen. Every single band was fucking amazing. The atmosphere was fantastic. People were drinking and dancing and laughing and loving every second. I had an amazing time!!! Next year tho - box seats. Terri - we're on it!

Dad

This weekend brings us Father's Day. Now its dad's turn to get his gushy blog from his daughter. So here goes:
Dad - I think you and I have one of the most outstanding/unusual/wacky relationships. We have that psychic connection. (Alot of you readers have heard the stories). We are almost the same person. We can finish each other's sentences; we have the same temper, the same foul mouth, the same assertiveness, the same taste, the same sense of humor, same appreciation for music. You've always been so supportive in almost everything I do. You've come to all my shows. You've taught me how to take care of myself. You've taught me how to fight and how to survive. I've been so lucky to have been blessed with fantastic parents. Although you and mom went your separate ways, you two have stayed friends and always always been completely involved in my life. And as I've gotten older, I understand. I love you so very much and will forever be daddy's little girl.
Daddy's memories:
- You loooooooved to work in the yard. I remember playing out in the dirt and pretending to help you when I was a kid. To this day when I catch the sent of freshly watered grass those memories flood back at full speed.
- How proud you were when you bought me my letterman jacket.
- You always seemed to be an assistant coach in whatever sport I was playing, and would proceed to kick my ass. If it were softball after a 3 hour-long practice you would drag me to the batting cages for another hour. Or hit balls to me. If it were tennis you'd drag me out to the courts to practice even more. When you'd show up to our practices the girls would groan knowing you were going to make us run laps.
- The love letter you wrote me to before I got married
- Your pained look when I came out of the dressing room in my prom dress.
- Your realization when I lost my temper during a softball game - knowing I'd inherited yours.
- Smoking with you. ;)
- Las Brisas, and now Taps trips
- Havasu
- How you and I both can forget what we're saying mid-sentence
- You constantly correcting my grammar
- The fact that you and I can find something utterly hysterical and everyone else looks at us like we're fucking crazy
- Our Fair trips
- When you would pick me up from Elementary School in one of your giant trucks. I'd feel so cool cuz my daddy had the biggest car.
- Walking into the fire station as a kid. Then years later as young woman and watching all the other fireman avert their eyes whispering "That's Billy's girl!" or "That's the Captain's daughter!" and I'd be so sad because no cutie fireman would ever ask me out
- Tower of Power concerts – especially the one that ended the night in an Irish Pub in Vegas hanging with the Band members
- When you used to tuck me in you'd say "Blow out the lights", I'd take a deep breathe, blow and the lights would magically go out
Of course I could go on and on. Thank you for all you've ever done for me! Happy Father's Day Daddy!!! I love you!

Today....

Yup, my 3rd blog of today. How many did I do Friday? Sheesh, work is slow slow slow. Not that I can motivate myself to be productive anyway. BLARGH.

I had a fantastic weekend. Friday night worked box office with little to no snares. The NB crew seems a little snooty, but whatevs. Had some wine at Bistro and caught up with Alex/Jenn, Kristin and my girl Terri came down as well. So nice. Relaxing. Enuff wine to sleep soundly.
Sat girls didnt let me sleep in, so did get alot done around the house. Laid out in the sun a bit, then got all dressed up and met with Melita and Jenn for our SATC dinner and movie. Previous blog describes all that.
Sunday - rode my bike with Miss Rose to Plums Cafe. We ate such good food and oogled the cutie waiter boy. I have bike butt today and my back is a little achy, but worth every second. After that I headed over to my bro/sis-in law's place for Sunday Funday at the pool. Always so nice. Then stopped in on my grandparents. Came home to vege, ended up watching Hairspray. Cute, Travolta was a bit scary as the mom.
SO I'm trekkin along. Loving "Running with Scissors". I'm still ok with the fact that I dont have a show coming up. I'm so busy still. I love it. I feel like the popular girl I never was. I'm truly so lucky to have so many fabulous people in my life. Seein even more this week.
I've got the Chicago trip comin up, my bro and D's Masquerade bday party, my Hush party, a summer bbq I need to get off my ass and plan, Vegas, Tai-Parker wedding, and just plain ol' enjoying summer for a change!
I'm still workin on my positive thinking. Trying to take things in stride, not let too much bother me, avoiding "dramatic" situations, trying to remember to do little nice things. Its going to come together, I can feel it! 2008 has been bizzare but good - I want to get better.

Sex and the City - DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT!

*** SPOLIERS!***

I saw it Saturday night with 2 of my girls - Jenn and Melita. We got all dolled up, had martini's and dinner at Yardhouse and went and saw the movie. We dropped more $$$ then we probably should have but it was fun and worth it!

I had seen a few episodes of SATC randomly here and there, and really enjoyed it. So many people kept telling me to watch it, I'll love it, you have to check it out, etc. So for Xmas this year my roomie got me the entire pink box set of the SATC series. Over a few months I watched the whole thing from start to finish. This of course did make me a huge fan. I loved the fact that there was a well writtin series out there for single women my age. Its not man bashing, its not femminist laced - its real. Each of the 4 women is a very different "type". I loved it. The show made me laugh, made me cry and made me hope. The only difference is it takes place in NYC which is its own character in itself, but otherwise it hits home to single women in thier 30's. I with my friends - as most fans do - pick which "character" your most like. After much debating and thinking for a while I was most like Carrie it has come to pass that I'm most like Samatha. I'm ok with this. :)

Seeing the movie, I was wary as the season ended on a perfect note - tied up in a nice bow. I didnt know what they were going to do with the movie, but I wasn't dissappointed. It was very cute. The series of course is much much better, but thats to be expected. So - here's my humble opinion:

The girls looked amazing. All of them. The fashion certainly did not dissappoint. I have posted my favorite outfit Carrie wore. There were also about 3 pairs of shoes that I soooooooooooo which I could run out and purchase now. The blue pair she "goes back for" at the end of the movie, a purple pair with feathers that Jennifer Hudson's character admires, and these little booties she wears with pajamas on NYE when she goes to Miranda's house.

The movie starts out with all the women in relationships, Carrie with "Big", the other 3 with the men the ended the series with. We'll start with Charolette/Harry. Charolette has a moment that actually brought tears to my eyes. When Carrie has her run-in with Big on her wedding day when he's just abandoned her and she beats the crap out of him with her flowers - she turns into Charlotte's arms - Big trys to approach her and Charlotte screams "NO!" and I mean screams it with so much raw emotion. First of all her character is rarely like that, and 2nd Kristin Davis the actor just ripped my heart out, I loved the emotion she had in that one moment. Sadly you didnt see much of Harry in the movie, but he was sweet as ever. Charlotte has a "pikespied" in her pants moment that had me laughing so hard I thought my cheeks would rip apart. Miranda/Steve. He cheats on her in the movie. They split up for a while. They do end up back together, but honestly he just never won me back. First of all the boy looks old! Damn! But second, he was just kind of a dick. I've always liked his character, but in the movie he was not really all that likable and I wasnt that thrilled when they got back together. The scene in the shrink office actually pissed me off. Samantha/Smith Jarrod. He's so fucking hot. Yes - his character is my perfect man. He doesnt really do too much wrong in this movie eithier, but Sam decides she's just not relationship material and ends it - but she does it in a way that is extremly sweet and loving. I felt it, and sympathized. Sam of course looked fab. She's the oldest of the bunch, but looks beautiful. Rebecca did tell me there was a scene that made her think of me - and when they showed Sam reading the Secret then cursing at it and throwing it, I fell over laughing and whispering to Jenn that that had to be the seen Rebecca was talking about. Sam has always had a bit of comic knack in the series but I enjoyed it alot in the movie - she had some of the greatest lines. Carrie/Big. This was what dissppointed me. He left her at the alter, then then do end up reconciling at the end. I was furious. Fuck that. His character fucked up one too many times during the entire run of the series and I was so angry that they went that route to end the flick. That was my biggest dissappointment. My friends disagree with me, but I'm sorry - thats bullshit. His character is a dick, he fucked up too many times and its not love its pathetic. Some of the stuff I didnt care for - the baby that Charlotte gives birth too is obviously way to big to be a newborn, the relationship between Sanford and Anthony (who hated each other in the series) is never explained, my boy looked old too...

So all in all the movie was cute and fun and I did enjoy it, the ending is the only thing I hated. The highlights - Jennifer Hudson was darling, I loved her character. The little girl who played Charlotte's adopted daughter was one of the cutest little girls I've ever seen. In the begining Carrie and Big did seem to have the picture perfect relationship. The scene with Sam wearing this hat that was bigger then Texas. The scene (which I've also posted a pic of) when Carrie is modeling which clothes to take or toss.

It was fun. Thank you to Jenn/Melita for being my girls for the nite. I did enjoy myself and the movie all in all! I think I'll go back and watch the series again, since that where my true "fandom" truly lies....

Bobcats in Back Bay

I roll out of bed this morning. For some reason its extra hard to get up, but I do. I head out the door for my morning walk. I'm walking along my Back Bay portion of my walk - on this dirt path, thru dead schrubbery with a few green guys poppin thru. Its grown so tall you cant see the actual bay on this certain part, nor can you see Irvine Blvd. Its the one part of the walk you sort of feel like your in the wild for a moment. Well, this morning I certainly did.
There's a portion that goes downhill then back up again. I like this part of the walk cuz when I go uphill I "feel the burn" you could say. I usually jog/shuffle a bit on the downhill part due to the steepness. As I'm shuffling down I see movement ahead of me. Something is coming around the bend. Its grayish. I assume its a dog with its leash and owner attached and will be following it around the bend shortly. I look down again, then back up and realize this animal is alone. I stop. Its walking towards me. My heart drops. Its a fucking bobcat. He's just cruisin along on the path. He looks up at me, doesnst stop, doesnt speed up, doesnt change his brisk cool guy walk at all. I'm frozen in complete disbelief. I think to myself "When he realizes I'm a person, he'll run away". No. He keeps on walkin towards me. I now start to back up slowly. I'm starting to back back up the hill I just came down. He's still comin at me. Seems faster, but I truly now think that was my imagination, I'm pretty sure he just kept his normal pace the whole time. We met eyes. He didnt stop. I'm still backing up. My mind is whirling trying to remember what your supposed to do if you run into a bobcat. I dont think I know. I actually take a minute to try to see if its a Bobcat or Ocelot. (What kind of wild cat is this exactly). This is only about 1 second of thought, its replaced quickly with "I can out run it. By the time I start running and if he catches up with me I can be where people are and scream for help". I back up a few more steps. He keeps comin. Then I turn on my heel and haul ass. Shit. I forgot I have to run back up hill. I'm not a runner I'm a walker. But amazingly enough fear has made me a brilliant track star. As I book thru the path I look back, he's not in sight, but I dont stop in case he decides I'm a big mouse and might be fun to chase. As I'm running I think "I probably could actually take it if it attacked me, he wasnt huge". F that. I'd rather not find out. I almost run into a woman walking her cocker spaniel. She's on a cellphone. I wave my arms at her and stop - "I wouldnt keep walking this way, there's a bobcat back there!" She looks at me like I'm insane. "I swear, its bigger then your dog there". She tells the person she's on the phone with to hold on then looks at me. "Really?" she says. Ya, then figure bitch can decide for herself now, and I run on in case Mr. Bobcat is on my tail. (I did see her a few minutes later following me out, so she did take my advice...)
When I finally get to the street part and I jet across Irvine Blvd. I call my mother. Then I call Rose. Then I call Animal Control. "Are you sure it wasnt a coyote" they ask. "Of course not! I was close enough to say hello and see it was a fucking wild cat of some sort!".
Anywhoo, my walk was thrown off, my blood pressure was probably thru the roof, and my lungs felt like they were on fire. I love animals. I truly do. Bobcats are gorgeous. But not in my pathway.
When I got to work I looked up the Back Bay Reserve thingie, and they do have a little page about Bobcats and say you may spot them. Um....a warning sign somewhere might be nice!?

Oh, and PS - to add weird to weirder -
When I called my mom this morning, she proceeded to tell me she woke up this morning extremly worried for me for some reason, and proceeded to pray to God to watch over me on my walks. Weird. She said for some odd reason, she just woke up worrying about me walking by myself in the mornings. So - maybe God gave me a break and said "Lets scare the shit out of Jami this morning, but not actually hurt her. That'll make for a good laugh!"

The essence of me...

This blog is probably going to make me look like the biggest asshole, but I've found it pretty amusing and kinda sad...but I've been looking thru photos over the past year and realized how much I stick out my tongue, do the rockstar pose, and kiss people (sometimes bite). In fact - there's one photo in here of Angel, Lauren and Alex that did a photo as a tribute to me. So I have chosen to totally humliate and amuse myself by posting all the photos I've found in the past hour in some of my online albums....get ready....

My current walk...

I roll out of bed at 6:30 with purrs of encouragement from the girls. Splash water on my face, take a shot of listerine, put on my walking shoes, bra and hat. If its sunny a little sunblock on my nose. Put my cellphone in its little case, grab my shuffle and am out the door.
I pause by my mailboxes to do a 3 second stretch and begin.
Down Orange to Monte Vista: Keep a sleepy eye out in case Rose drives or bikes by. Avoid the poo stain.
Monte Vista: Pass the park. Pass the jasmine bush (smells soooooo good). Dodge the tree branch (why dont they trim that damn thing)
X Santa Ana Blvd.
Pass the condo's I dream of owning one day. See the woman in her kitchen making coffee. Sometimes see the school bus waiting for some kid I still have never seen. Sometimes smile at the lady who always gets her paper before backing out her SUV. Pass the car with the stuffed bunny in it.
X Irvine to the Back Bay: - Quickly. Cars drive like NASCAR thru here. Up the bike path a bit, X over to the little trail into the wild area. This time of year I dont like it as much, the water level is low and it smells like bad hay. I always look out at the Back Bay while I'm walking, wondering what that oil riggy thing is in the middle, watching sometimes the dudes take a dingy to another location. This is where I sometimes pass other walkers, joggers and dog walkers. Half are nice, half ignore you. The ones I've seen in this area on more then one occasion is the older Asian man in a track suit. Always nods. The old man who looks like a fisherman, never looks at me. This woman who sometimes ends up walking my same walk who has a little dog. She's weird and always walks strangely and has a flannel tied around her waist. She hates it if I pass her. Down the mini hill and up the other side. I love this, I feel like I'm doing something. Then down the biggie hill. I sort of skuffle down this one as one of these days I'm going to eat shit.
X back over Irvine Blvd. to 23rd St.: This is fucking scary cuz cars fly around that damn bend like nobody's buisness. Up the big hill. My calves usually burn a bit. Pass the house with the supposed "electric" fence. Around the random bush vine thing, pass the truck that I swear I saw at the TGIFriday's parking structure one day with the weird thing on the back and always has a flat of bottled water in the bed I'm tempted to grab. Pass the strange curvy street that has complexes with scary roofs. Pass "Private" road. Finally onto sidewalk. Pass the house with the suns on the blue gate (This is the house now going for 1 mil). Its got statues in the front of polo boys under a tree. On the left side of this street btw are fucking mansions. Ya - big huge giant fucking mansions. There's like 6 or 7 of em at the begining part of 23rd. Anyway...moving on....this is where for a while I always saw these guys that were some sort of painters or house builders or something chatting outside at thier truck, sometimes walking into this complex. They must be done tho, cuz I haven't seen them in a while. Pass the neat house that has the lawn thats kinda up. This is where I met George the tabby cat once who almost followed me home. This is also where the strange dog walking lady with the flannel always turns. Pass the obscenly large green mailbox. Pass the school. Across from the school is a complex that is painted bright mint green. A few houses over is where at Xmas time someone had a bright pink Xmas tree. I always look for my loner kid. There's a little boy whose always sitting alone at the playground. I didnt see him all this week - maybe he found a friend.
Orange - turn right: Now between the school and about a block down Orange is where I sometimes pass "Beagle Boy". He's this guy, kinda cute, always wearing a beanie and sweats. I cant tell if he's kinda chubby or just covered up in sweats, always walking 2 little beagles. I've tried to smile, but he is eithier totally shy or an asshole. Passing otherside of school (ran into Rose once here as well). I like this part because when I turn on Orange I can see the sidewalk go really far ahead of me. It looks nifty. Pass the Water place that lately has an overwhelming scent of chlorine. Pass the street I think Beagle Boy lives on. I see the old man sitting at the bus stop. When I X Santa Isabel there's a dude at the bus stop there who always has to move his legs when I walk by - another unfriendly ass. I call him the "unfriendly bustop dude". Down Orange I pass the house with the white motor bike, the house with the car that has the license plate frame that says "Adjust steering wheel for more headroom", this place also has a couple of boats, pass the house that smells like manure, pass the neat place that I've seen the couple who must own it admire it many times, pass the place with the Tiki Dudes, pass the place that used to decorate alot and now doesnt, pass the townhomes being built that will cost in the high 900 thousands, pass the house that seems oddly long and is green , pass the house for sale that I wonder how much it is cuz its fence is wonky X Monte Vista for the home stretch - by this time there's a woman at that bus stop who always txts. Avoid the poo stain again.
I take different routes, but this is my most common one. Yup. Boring blog I'm sure, but fun to me! ha ha!

Tis me thoughts....

Its Friday.
I had a full week. Monday night dinner and catching up with Jenn, Tuesday went to Shar's and ended up in a little mini-party, Wednesday dinner and catching up with my sis-in-law, last night was supposed to take Mel out for her bday dinner but she got called into work so ended up havin an unexpected night of vegging out in front of the TV with my girls. Tonight I work at RG, tomorow I get dolled up and go to dinner then see Sex and the City with some of my girls, Sunday brunch with Rose hopefully via bike, then the afternoon with fam. I'm full. Next week is looking the same....I only have a couple of nights off and I'm sure they'll dissappear. How am I so busy? What did I do when I was in a show? I'm thankful I'm so busy because I'm sure I'd be going stir crazy this being the longest I've gone without a show. I'm so lucky to have so many friends. I'm so lucky to have most my family near me.
I'm getting stressed tho. The economy is starting to scare me. Gas is heading rapildy towards $5. I'm told it'll be $8 a gallon by end of summer. Apparently thats what it is in London right now. What are we going to do? We are heading straight for a recession...in fact we're in it, but its not getting better. I'm scared. Everything will rise. Its like a fucked up game of dominoes. Gas will sky rocket (er has...), flights go up, groceries go up cuz the truck drivers who bring them thier supplies have to raise prices due to gas, everything goes up. It affects EVERYTHING. The housing market is in the toliet. I've never seen to many houses for sale. I passed one today - thier asking 1 mil. Do people actually have that much money? So many of my friends are in "Hermit" mode, or "Turtle" mode - basically hiding out, staying at home, being somewhat anti-social. I understand. I wish I could do the same. Yet, I try to do that and I get antsy, start feeling like - If I dont stay in contact with peeps, I'll lose em! I dont know. Is the the economy? Is that why so many people I know seem to be laying low? Its so scary. No one is going to be able to afford to do shit. I'm still thinking positive. I'm still trying really really hard. I am handling life much differently, but I cant help but have my soul tugged at right now with the way our world is looking....time for sporatic thoughts..........
Obama won....Can he really beat McCain? Gawd I hope so.
Its so pretty out today, why do I have to be in an office. I have a feeling I'll be doing lots of blogs today....boredom is tick tick ticking at my mind.
I'm going straight to the theater instead of going home first because of gas. I hate that. I miss my babies.
I had a scary moment last evening with the back door. It flew open on its own accord. I dont know if it was the cats, another cat or what....Tweaks was poofed for half hour at least. Mark came home and said "Maybe it was my dad!" I shuddered. (For those who dont know his father passed away a few months ago and his ashes are in a box in Mark's room. Its weird. I say "Hi Mr. Coyan" everytime I put Mark's mail on his bed.)
I totally narrated my walk today, I think I'll blog about what I see.
I hope tonight goes smoothly.
I hope its like today all weekend.
Hang on kids. Hang on. We'll get thru this godamn recession. If it gets way bad, lots of bbq's at my place!!!!

Men Alive....

I'm not a huge chorus fan. In fact I'm not really that huge fan of musicals at all. But I dont hate them, and I'm usually pleased when I actually get out and see this sort of thing. Well, our friend Kalinda Gray was in a Legally Blonde number for this particular production called - Men Alive The Orange County Gay Men's Chorus presents New York City Rhythm with special guest Bernadette Peters. Terri and I went Saturday night to show our support. Norm pulled me some killer seats and we settled in after a yummy dinner at Friday's before hand. Our friend Tom Kelly plops down in front of us, yup - out of a 3K seat house my friend sits right in front of me. The three of us hugged, giggled and got ready to watch the show.

The show began with the boys singing chorus style and the other folk running around in a NY city scene - we immediatly spotted our friend since she was the only one wearing a fabulous red outfit. Next song - "Dont Rain on my Parade" - fun. "For Good" from Wicked - beautiful. "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life" - I was bouncing around and laughing my ass off. "There, Right There" - our friend Kalinda!!! Go girl!!! Hilarious routine. "Whay a Joy" - lovely. "Nessun Dorman" - I of course was entranced, this being one of my favorite pieces. Thier rendetion was beautiful. "Tale of the Choir" (to the tune of Figaro) - Hilarious. "We Kiss in a Shadow" - I almost cried, so lovely. "This is the Moment" - wonderful. "Dreamgirls Showcase" - this one was fun, our friend appeared as one of the Dreamgirls for a brief moment, but alot of the boys had solos. All of them wonderful - but my favorite was this dorky, lanky, tall asian kid with glasses walks out to sing, opens his mouth - Hello swooner!!! It was awesome!!!

Act 2. "Big Time Broadway Blast" - this was a modge podge of different broadway songs. At the end - out come Bernadette. The gown she was wearing was stunning (and bright, T and I both got blinded a few times). She's so cute, so little and such a great broadway Diva. She was delightful, funny, sexy and sounded fantastic. She sang "There is Nothing Like a Dame" - adorable. "Fever" - this was my favorite. She crawled up on the piano and was so sultry and adorable! "Some Enchanted Evening" - lovely, I felt like I was at Disneyland. "You Could Drive a Person Crazy" - hilarious. "Make them Hear you" - fab. Then she did an encore number that was a lullaby she wrote - so very sweet.

All in all the show was just delightful. I had fun, thought it was very well done and was so excited to see Bernadette Peters!!!!

Little sidebar - after the show while waiting for Kalinda to come up, we got into conversation with one of the thousands of gay men running around OCPAC. He said he has been dreaming about his lover for 1 year, he dreamed of them in the theater (He's never been there) so of course he DIED when he walked in, because it was the same from the dream. He knows his lovers face, sound of his voice, what he looks like, etc. He's supposed to meet him at the 6 month mark - this course is Saturday night at midnight. 3 psychics have told him the same thing, he's so excited! He heads back in to make another round looking for his future soul mate. "Good Luck!" I shout. "I dont need luck honey!". Ok. I sure hope he finds the boy. :) Such a fun night all in all, good dinner with T beforehand, fantastic show, plenty of eye candy, I believe 2 women did check me out!